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What sacrifices have you made in life?

What sacrifices have you made in life?

     ‘Yes’, I have sacrificed many things in my life. My life is not complete without sacrifice. Even my childhood has been spent in sacrifice. I had to give up on education courses and tutoring classes and other sports activities even though I wanted to take part in them due to parental quarrels in my childhood. I also had to give up going out with my friends and playing because of the family conflict. I used to be constantly told by my father at home, ‘You don’t go here, you don’t go there’! ‘You don’t do this thing, you don’t do that thing’!  My life is a series of sacrifices. The childhood that is childhood is lost because of my sacrifices. In my childhood I was fond of Art, Drawing. I used to bring small branches of trees home and do crafts and color painting on them. But even I could not keep this interest. I am so sorry that I had to give up these things!
       As soon as I grew up, my father got me married. After getting married, I used to get constant admonitions from my husband’s family. You are married, ‘You shouldn’t do this, you shouldn’t do that?’ I was just tired of these sermons. So despite wanting to study, I could not pursue my further education. Even though I was young after marriage, my husband never asked me if I wanted to study! Because of this my education remained incomplete even though I wanted to study. I could not complete my education. I had to give it up.  I am very sorry for this. I feel heartbroken. I feel like crying. But what to do? I had to become desperate in front of the situation.  I could not do for myself what I loved. I didn’t have the courage to do that. I regret this very much. Life feels so empty. I couldn’t do anything except sacrifice-sacrifice-sacrifice everything. My life begins with sacrifice and ends with sacrifice. Nothing else. There are still many things to sacrifice! My whole life will pass by saying that! My life also seem short for that! Life is a struggle!
     “Duniya mein hum aye hai to jeena hi padega.
     Jeevan hai agar jahar to pina hi padega.”

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