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What’s a mystery from your own life that you’ve never solved?

My body itself is a mystery in my life that I have never been able to understand.

Because I feel such extreme, unbearable fatigue that I don’t have the strength to do anything. There is no energy left in my body. Even after eating, I don’t feel any strength — as if I am turning into a lifeless object.

I feel suffocated by myself. I feel like questioning whether I am truly human or not. Who am I? From which different world have I come? Why am I like this?

Even women older than me work so hard — in extreme heat, in cold, in dirty muddy rain during monsoon — they go out early in the morning and do their daily tasks like sweeping.
But I don’t have the energy to do anything at all.

In these summer days, the sun feels like it drains all my strength, sucks the life out of me, dries me completely. I feel like a dry piece of wood — like a burnt, lifeless tree dried up in the sun. I feel withered, empty, without any vitality.

Who am I? What am I? I don’t understand anything about myself. I feel like an unsolved puzzle.
Even older women manage to do so much work properly, but I cannot even walk down a simple step.

What am I? From which world have I come — earth, underworld, or sky?
Who am I? I keep asking myself these questions.

I feel like I’m going mad. My head spins. I don’t understand where I am, who I am, what I am. My mind gets completely tangled. I don’t know what to do or what not to do. I cannot think clearly. I feel like I am a question mark myself.

I feel like I am a puzzle that can never be solved.

Because who is there who can treat me? Who can give me a solution?
I have tried everything, but nothing has helped.

I have become nothing. My life has become zero.
It feels like I have no existence at all.

Who am I? Where have I come from? What is my beginning, my end?

I feel like I am meaningless.

Gratitude to My Supporters

To all the amazing bloggers and readers who continue to support me—thank you from the bottom of my heart.
Your encouragement inspires me every day. It’s your likes, comments, and shares that remind me I’m on the right path.


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